Chapter 21 Verse 15

• What we’re about to see here is an exchange between the resurrected Jesus and a very broken Peter.  We’ve known Peter to be impulsive…we’ve also seen him reckless and brash…if you recall when Jesus was carrying around the water basin that night in the upper room…Peter objected…
• When many began to fall away from following Jesus, John tells us in Chapter 6 that Jesus looked at Peter and said, “Will you leave Me also?”  And Peter replied magnificently, “Where else would we go?  You have the words of everlasting life!”  And Mark tells us in Chapter 8 of his Gospel that Jesus once asked Peter who he said Jesus was and Peter responded immediately and brilliantly, “You are the Christ!”  Truly a high point…
• But then directly after that in Mark Chapter 8 we read how Jesus told the disciples of all the things that the Christ should suffer for the cleansing and rescuing of all men…and what did Peter do?  He took Jesus aside and Mark tells us…in an act of open confrontational impulse…he rebuked Jesus!  And Jesus’ response was certainly alarming, “Get behind Me Satan for you are not mindful of the things of God, but of the things of men.”
• You see that was Peter’s issue all along…and that’s our issue also…as Peter shows us precisely what it means to honor God with your lips but indeed have a heart far from Him.  To be mindful, preoccupied with the things of this world, the issues of today and now rather than the things of God. 
• Well what are the things of God?  That we may be mindful of them?  Simply put, His will, His ways!  For you and I to love Him with all of our heart, soul, mind and strength…yet what do we often do?  We love ourselves with all of our heart, soul, mind and strength!  Don’t we?  We think we are all that!  Man that God would have us be happy and have what we want?  Man we may not be as mindful of the things of God as we think…
• (Billy Graham Funny Story).  You see His plan and will for each of us is that our minds would be utterly filled with thoughts and concerns of His glory, His grace…and our strength, our energy to be used not to please ourselves and gain worldly junk, or some sort of name or earthly credentials or accomplishment…but to be spent worshipping Him in our moments, in our circumstance and our situation…in our arguments and in our trials…
• What are the things of God?  To know Him…and to know Him is to love Him…and to love each other just as Jesus has loved us…and how’s that?  How did He love us?  In what manner?  Yes, you are thinking now and its true, He loved us all the way to the cross…but have you ever considered that the manner in which He loved us was utterly, completely, whole-heartedly one-sided!?  The Bible says that while we were His enemies, Christ loved us to death!
• That is to be mindful of the things of God man…to grow so close to Him, to know Him so personally, to be filled with His Spirit, the Spirit of power, a sound mind, purpose, eternity and love to the point that they don’t have to love you back, they don’t have to treat you kindly…in fact they can scourge you, spit on you, mock you, shove a crown of thorns into your forehead….and yet, your love for them remains…and beyond simply remaining, it-is-shown!
• The mind of Christ, the Bible would call it…the fruit of the Holy Spirit, God’s will…Peter had issues.  But it’s interesting here as we peer into this final scene of John’s Gospel, where they are…they are on the beach around what?  A fire of coals.
• No doubt as Peter sat there with the Lord he was reminded of another fire of coals.  One we find in John 18:18.  The fire of coals where Peter stood and warmed himself, mindful of his physical discomfort, driven by his fear and faithlessness…yet here this fire of coals roasting this meal, at dawn on the beach, prepared by whom?  Jesus.
• Peter, I wanted to teach them, you rebuked Me.  I wanted to wash your feet, you refused Me.  I wanted you there with Me, you denied Me.  I told you to wait for Me, you went fishing.  I wonder how deep was Peter’s sorrow as he sat there at this fire of coals…entirely exposed.  I wonder if he was prepared to hear words of rebuke that morning…you know, in a way, he probably even desired it…
• Just like Peter I find myself so utterly sick of me sometimes.  Sick of my failures, sick of having to live in this futile state, ya know…sick of not being good enough…but God’s grace washes over me as I sit with Him and peer into my fire of coals...in absolute honesty with the One who already knows me completely…no doubt as Peter was this morning…broken as he must have realized, he must have thought upon that last fire of coals that he was around…warming himself, mindful of his own comfort…
• And then utter honesty with the Lord.  What do you mean by honesty, Matt?  Well understand, we cannot be healed until we are first honest.  If you continue in thinking that he’s the problem or she’s the problem, or they are the issue for your discomfort, for your pain, for your anger, for your sin…then you are lost.  Unless you are willing to turn from your sin, you are not willing to turn towards the Lord.  And what we’ll see here in this account is a great healing, a great restoring…an utter renewal of Peter because he is indeed willing to be exposed…he is, maybe for the first time…honest. 
• You see it’s in the Greek.  Hidden for you to find by John…by the Lord…as Jesus says to Peter, “Simon, do you agapeo Me more than these?”   Now agapao is the Greek word for supreme, ultimate love…self releasing and unconditional love…it is the love that God has for us…it is the love displayed upon the cross the of Calvary.  Agapeo describes a love that is in love with giving love.  It is the love that we are to have and to show and to live out as disciples of Jesus Christ.  It is the love that fills our hearts when we are born again.  
• "Peter, do you agapeo Me more than these?"  What were the "these"?  In the Greek the word is tuton which literally means, these things, these matters…maybe He’s referring to the fish, the breakfast…maybe the fishing…Peter’s livelihood. "Do you love Me more than your livelihood, Peter? Do you love Me more than the great success in your chosen profession? Having the height of success that morning in carrying to shore 153 large fish, do you love Me more than that, Peter?
• Or the "these" could be referring to the other disciples because recall the conversation Peter had with Jesus in front of them that we read about in Matthew Chapter 26 and Mark Chapter 14 when Peter said, “even if all of these leave you, I will never…” In essence saying, "Lord, I am more faithful, and I love You more than the others…"  Yet pride comes before the fall…and Peter had fallen...
• And Peter replied, “Yes, Lord.  You know that I phileo you.”  Lord, You know.  I love that.  Brokenness.  Contriteness.  So many say they are the way they are…they live the way the live…because of someone else…so many say they know nothing of the Word of God because they have no time…so many say that they struggle with this sin or that sin because of what happens to them or what they’re around or whatever…but God has called us to accountability, responsibility and truth.  If we are honest, our own failures and sins are our own…they are not the choices of others…they are OUR choices man…and Peter here is so honest.  Jesus says, do you love me unconditionally, Peter replies…no.
• “Lord, my heart is filled with fondness for you.  But You know and I know that I have no strength.  He’s basically saying here, before I told you I loved you more than any other, then my life denied you…I won’t do that again, I can’t…I’d rather be exposed and close to you then dishonest and following you from afar…therefore, others may agapeo You…but of them all, I am the least…I am fond of you Lord.
• Many of us play the game that Peter is no longer willing to play.  Lord You are my everything, My strength, My Lord and My God…then Mark 9 hits…and we aren’t willing to die to sin and self.  When it comes to sin in our lives, when it comes to money, when it comes to booze, when it comes to sex out of wedlock, when it comes to drugs, when it comes to loving and serving others and living our lives not for ourselves and our own comforts but for the Lord’s will and worship…we so readily deny Him.  And we think it normal.  We call upon His grace…we are so busted…
• We say we’ve received grace?  Man, I’m under grace!  We proclaim our own lack of relationship…Biblical grace, will always, always, always result in purposeful obedience to God’s ways.  It’s Romans Chapter 1 Verse 5.  “Through Him we have received grace and apostleship for obedience to the faith!”  What do you mean, Matt?   That doesn’t even make sense.  I thought that grace meant that we are free and forgiven?  It does and you are!  You are free to live man!  Live a life free from the deception and decay of evil.
• Charles H. Spurgeon once noted, “A man who has within him this hope of perfection (which grace is) finds that it does not give him license to sin. I have heard a thoughtful person say, “If I had a good hope of being saved and knew that I would go to Heaven, I would live as I liked.” Perhaps you would, but then you have not that hope—and God will not give it to you while you are in such a state that you would like to live in sin. If a Christian could live as he liked, how would he live? Why, he would live absolutely without sin! If the Lord would indulge the newborn nature of His own children with unrestricted liberty, in that unrestricted liberty they would run after happiness! The unrenewed heart would run to sin, but the renewed heart quite as eagerly loves to obey the Lord.
• Folks call upon grace as a license to sin all the time and in so doing they themselves pronounce their disagreement with the Word of God.  Peter won’t go there…instead He is honest with the Lord, emptied of his own pride for the first time in his life…and in so doing, he is ready to take on the greatest honor of responsibility for the Lord.  What?
• I know what you’re thinking.  He just told God that he didn’t love Him…true, but understand…he just showed God that he loves Him so much, he’s no longer willing to trust in himself and risk dishonoring the Lord!  “Lord, You know!”  Epic!  This honesty, this brokenness, this love lived out…is to believe, is to follow, is what it means to press in to the Lord…only this love, none other.  Peter has offered the other…the superficial love, the lip service lover, the passion filled pledge of allegiance…and he has failed…here in his seemingly darkest moment, he has finally turned the corner…absolutely poured out in front of the Lord and thus now, the Lord can use him!  He’ll fail no more…
• “Tend My sheep” the Lord replies.  Well done man.  You’ve finally began to learn to trust in Me Peter.  To trust that I won’t forsake you…that I’m worth it…that all this life of being big Peter…living for you…its all worthless…time for your life to change man…welcome to My service…and then a second time…

Chapter 21 Verse 16

• Again, Jesus asks agapeo, Peter responds phileo…”Tend My sheep, Peter.”  Quit fishing, turn from the frustrations of your wanderings Peters…feed My little ones and tend my flock…

Chapter 21 Verse 17

• A third and final time…Simon, son of Jonah…little boy…are you ready to grow up?  Do you love Me?  This time…phileo.  Jesus meets him right where he’s at…Peter, are you fond of Me?  This time Peter weeps…he knows full well what is happening here…he knows that he can’t answer this high call of the Lord to unconditional, powerful love…and he is grieved and he says to Jesus, “You know all thing…You’ve always known…You know that my wretched heart is capable of nothing but to be fond of you…”  And Jesus no doubt places His hand upon Peter and finally responds…feed ‘em son…

Chapter 21 Verses 18 - 19

• “Peter, when you were young, you wanted to give your life for Me.  But you didn’t.  You backed down.  Well look, you won’t again and when you’re old, they’ll carry you off…and do the same to you as they did to Me.”  But Peter wouldn’t have that…Peter would demand to be crucified upside down proclaiming to not be worthy enough to even die as Jesus died.
• And Jesus says, even so, “Follow Me…”

Chapter 21 Verses 20 – 23

• A bit of competitiveness between Peter and John?  Possibly.  A bit of companionship between Peter and John?  Maybe…but ultimately Jesus clears it all up for Peter…You want to make it?  Eyes up son!  Doesn’t matter what I’ve asked or said of anyone else…you are to follow Me…no one, nothing else…
• And notice Jesus doesn’t say John would live until He returned…He simply said John’s days were in His hand…and church history tells us John was poisoned, boiled and exiled before he would finally die…but Jesus doesn’t tell this to Peter…why would He?

Chapter 21 Verses 24 – 25

• And thus we conclude John’s Gospel.  But John says, “hey, this is just the beginning of the story…your story…of your great and awesome relationship with the One of whom I have written…”